Down another pound today!!!!! Yay!!!!! My mother is visiting and has been trying to eat good around me I think to support me because God knows she doesn't need to diet! But last night she had a "tuna" patty with me instead of pizza with my step dad and kids :) Still hoping to be down 5lbs by this coming Tuesday which I should make no problem :) Oh so close to dropping into onederland again!!!! I think ill tear up when I see 199.99999 lol!!! My goal weight is only 53lbs now! People keep.telling me I want to lose too much and 50lbs will make me to thin but they don't know I weigh 208lbs! Apparently I hide weight well :) I wonder what my body will transform into when allowed to be at a "normal" weight range....I havens been below like 177 in over 13years!!!! Also on my mind is plastic surgery! I know I know but my breasts look like deflated happiness from nursing four babies and my tummy is going to have this extra skin no matter what I do! I just want to prance around in a bikini for once in my life.....is that to much for a girl to ask for???? Lol