My inspiration is the skinny girl inside of me SCREAMING at me to LET HER OUT! I have shut her up for many years with no good simple carbs and sugars! No more though…she is starting to immerge one day at a time. Sometimes the old habits come back and I try to shut her up but when I do she just screams louder now. LOL no seriously though my inspiration is mostly my family. I want to be healthy enough to enjoy my life. I’m tired of feeling uncomfertable in everything I wear and every where I go. I’m sick of comparing myself to my children’s friends’ moms or my husband’s friend’s wife’s. For so long I was told I would never be this or never be that, well guess what, I finally realized that the people telling me that wanted me to stay the way I was because they were keeping me submissive. No more though, I’ve realized there is no reason in the world why I cant be a size 7 or weigh less then 155 pounds. In fact 155 is on the high end of my spectrum! I want to be a good role model for my children, I want them to be proud of me as their mom not because Im the best mom ever but because Im beautiful on the inside and out. I want my husband to look at me and think, Damn Im lucky! I know my reasons are kind of vain but honestly this is how I feel. I was the ugly duckling when I was little, I was always the girl with no boyfriend. My own mother used to say horrible things to me about my weight and guess what it only made it worse. AffordableHCGDiet has made me realize Im in control of my destiny, not all those people from my past. With every pound I lose I gain more and more confidence in myself!